Let's talk about unrequited love.

in 2003, I went to a closed junior high school. Every girl must have her hair cut and everyone must live on campus. The girls in the whole school have almost the same hairstyle, very much like a neat row of watermelons. Among so many similar watermelons, there is a girl who is still very beautiful. Her name is Shen Yiyi. & nbsp; & nbsp; is actually envied, and girls who are whispered are beautiful but not too beautiful. A really beautiful girl can not only attract the opposite sex, but even the same sex can't help being nice to her. During the military training, Shen Yiyi stood behind me. When I passed the lunch box, I turned my head and saw her for the first time. At that time, I was 137 and she was 165. She was thin, white, with a high nose, small face and big eyes. Now she is a standard goddess. I would like to make friends with the goddess Shen Yiyi, but although she is a dormitory, she is not willing to talk to me. & nbsp; 

& if there is a goddess in nbsp;, of course there will be a male goddess, and there will probably be such a boy in every school. He is 180 + tall, wears a clean white T-shirt, and can play basketball or the piano. When you laugh, you feel that the whole world is full of sunshine. Maybe more than half of the girls in the class like him. The boy in our class is Wang Yang. & nbsp; & nbsp;

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in the second year of junior high school, after lights out in the evening, at the sleeping party in our dormitory, everyone suggested that each tell a secret. I struggled for a long time, awkwardly said that I like Wang Yang, and then heard the upper bunk Shen Yiyi: me too. The whole dormitory was silent, and then the head of the dormitory said, go to sleep, it's 12:30. & nbsp; & nbsp;

at the end of class the next day, Shen Yiyi unexpectedly asked me to go to the bathroom. I was scared to death, and she must warn me not to rob Wang Yang with him. As a result, we talked a lot about Wang Yang along the way. Girls' friendships usually take place in toilets or snack bars. In the era when the word "best friend" had not yet become derogatory, Shen Yiyi and I unexpectedly became the best best friends. & nbsp; & nbsp;

until now, I still keep Wang Yang's five yuan. Once Shen Yiyi and I went shopping in a small shop and happened to meet Wang Yang. Wang Yang gave five yuan, I gave ten yuan, and the aunt of the small shop just gave me Wang Yang's five yuan. I bumped into a fawn with the five yuan and folded it into a peach heart and put it in my wallet. I also recited the money's serial number: XM86756214 & nbsp; & nbsp; Shen Yiyi said I was a pervert, and I didn't think so. What else can I do? I am short and ugly, and I have a strong competitor like Shen Yiyi. What else can I expect? & nbsp; & nbsp; I began to collect more about Wang Yang. For example, Wang Yang's chocolate milk bag was born on duty, for example, Wang Yang finished writing the exercise book that was thrown into the dustbin. Of course, these things have to avoid Shen Yiyi. My first love is ignorant, full of indecency and care. Later, Stefanie Sun's "I miss him very much" began to become popular, and my little book was full of lyrics: I miss him very much, too. We are all the same, and we have found wings on him. & nbsp; & nbsp; Shen Yiyi asked me to express my love to Wang Yang. I'm ugly but I'm not stupid. If I did confess my love, I would be firmly rejected. I thought about it all night, ate seven popsicles and swore to give up Wang Yang while having diarrhea in the toilet. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi is different from me in that she is beautiful and goddess, and there are many boys chasing her. When Wang Yang rejected her, Shen Yiyi almost cried like a dog. I've been whispering in my ear for a whole week: what's wrong with me? Why did you reject me? & nbsp; & nbsp;

Wang Yang is with Zhang Qing from the class next door. Zhang Qing 150, with a flat chest and small face, is the kind of girl who can be seen everywhere in junior high school. The topic of Shen Yiyi and me has changed from Wang Yang's handsome to Zhang Qing's ugly and ugly. If Wang Yang likes a girl who is taller than Shen Yiyi, her chest is bigger than Shen Yiyi, and her appearance is bigger than Shen Yiyi, even if she is more beautiful than Shen Yiyi, what is this kind of washboard like Zhang Qing? she is still short and half of the washboard. What's going on here. & nbsp; & nbsp;

then Shen Yiyi fell in love. The other party is a more fashionable person in the school than Wang Yang. Wang Yang 180, the other side 185, Wang Yang is the basketball school team, the other side is the city youth basketball team, Wang Yang can play the piano, the other side is piano level 9. The other party is better than Wang Yang. In my opinion, Shen Yiyi has found an enhanced version compared to Wang Yang. & nbsp; & nbsp;

later, Wang Yang broke up and so did Shen Yiyi. Shen Yiyi went to Wang Yang again, but was rejected again. & nbsp; & nbsp;

when I was in high school, I concentrated on my grades and stayed in this school. Wang Yang's grades were poor, but he was good at basketball, so I went to a good school and became a cusp. Shen Yiyi got poor grades, but her father was rich and paid money to go to the same school as Wang Yang. & nbsp; & nbsp;

2005, when I was a freshman in high school, I began to grow tall and began to love beauty. Followed my sister to the glasses store to match contact lenses and began to wear a well-fitting dress, but there was also a suitor. That year, PHS was still popular, and more 201 phone cards were available. & nbsp; & nbsp;

I almost talk to Shen Yiyi on the phone every two days. Of course, most of them are Shen Yiyi. We talk like this for an hour or two at a time. There are just a few things girls talk about: beauty, weight loss, gossip, men. & nbsp; & nbsp;

I said I'm prettier now and finally someone is chasing me. Shen Yiyi said that Wang Yang didn't eat incense at all at school. I said I was in love. My name was XXX. Shen Yiyi said that Wang Yang is fat and ugly now. Fortunately, Wang Yang didn't fall in love with her at that time.. I said I broke up, and XXX is nothing. Shen Yiyi said that he met Wang Yang in the canteen, and Wang Yang's girlfriend was not as beautiful as her. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi and I didn't see each other for almost a semester. Goodbye, Shen Yiyi grew from 165to 170, similar to the training of our class, taller, more beautiful, and better. & nbsp; & nbsp;

then Shen Yiyi's phone was suddenly cut off. I was still wondering if Shen Yiyi's family went bankrupt or Shen Yiyi had leukemia. Shen Yiyi told me that she was in love with Wang Yang. & nbsp; & nbsp;

the love affair between Shen Yiyi and Wang Yang is what I expected. Shen Yiyi is a typical person who must get whatever he wants. I don't know if that's an advantage. For example, Wang Yang doesn't like me. I can't forget it after a cry. But Shen Yiyi is different. Wang Yang doesn't like her, so Shen Yiyi changes ways to let him like it. & nbsp; & nbsp;

but most of the relationships between handsome men and beautiful women end in tragedy. In this age of beauty and justice, neither of the two pampered people is willing to accommodate the other. After breaking up with Wang Yang, Shen Yiyi came to cry to me, saying that Wang Yang was not a thing, fighting with primary school girls who were lower than us. & nbsp; & nbsp;

I don't know if Wang Yang is a thing, but I know Shen Yiyi's possessiveness. When I was in junior high school, my father came back from a trip to Phoenix and brought me a bag of chestnuts. I took them to the class for Shen Yiyi to eat. I casually gave some to another female classmate, and Shen Yiyi was not happy for a long time. & nbsp; & nbsp;

later, Shen Yiyi and I never talked about Wang Yang again. Shen Yiyi is like having lost a battle and is no longer willing to mention how she lost to her opponent. Every time when Wang Yang comes, Shen Yiyi will never go to the reunion. And then, it was my wedding. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi is a good best friend and bridesmaid. There is no reason not to come. If the wedding is held in the hotel where Wang Yang works, it is impossible not to invite Wang Yang. The two are finally going to meet. & nbsp; & nbsp;

every girl wants to look beautiful in her wedding dress. So early on I began to run to the gym every day, because the base is not large, it is not easy to lose seven jin. When choosing a companion dress, Shen Yiyi came and startled me. The height of 170 is only 94 jin. After losing weight, she looks beautiful in her bridesmaid dress. I joked that I wanted to steal the limelight. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi said: when we go to war, of course it will be beautiful. When I asked about the battlefield, she said she wanted to see Wang Yang. & nbsp; & nbsp; then she spent a lot of time telling me that she hadn't eaten meat since she knew Wang Yang was coming to my wedding. For most of the month, I only ate boiled vegetables in white water every day, insisted on scraping my legs every day, and insisted on pedaling 300 bicycles on the bed before going to bed. & nbsp; & nbsp; Shen Yiyi showed me the photo on her mobile phone in which her leg was black and blue as if she had been subjected to domestic violence. & nbsp; & nbsp;

there are also photos of Shen Yiyi's weight: 51KG, 50.4kg, 48kg, 47.7kg, 47kg … At the wedding of nbsp; & nbsp;, Shen Yiyi was so beautiful that I pushed her away and farther away when I took pictures. & nbsp; & nbsp; later Wang Yang came, and Zhang Qing unexpectedly followed Wang Yang. Zhang Qing is still short, thin and darker than before. She looks refreshing in a ponytail and a simple T-shirt and jeans. & nbsp; & nbsp;

when chatting after dinner, Zhang Qing talked about applying for visas for various jobs and public welfare activities after college, working as a Chinese teacher in New Zealand, volunteering at the Elephant Zoo in Sri Lanka, and getting a diving license in Thailand. Everyone listened attentively. Zhang Qing's life is so different from ours. We whiten, make up, go shopping and discuss which brand of bag is on sale and which mask works better. Zhang Qing talked with a smile, and for a moment I actually thought she was quite beautiful. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Wang Yang said that after talking about several so-called beauties, he found that most of the girls were just like them, and they were simply too tired. Travel to an island, just want to ride a bike around the island, but the other party has to wear a long dress, big waves, sunglasses and umbrellas. & nbsp; & nbsp; after dinner, Wang Yang and Zhang Qing left early, saying that they were going camping with their friends the next day. A lot of us continue to KTV, and then we should pour and throw up. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi drank a lot and waddled to the toilet. I thought she was going to throw up, for fear that her waist-high waves would be dragged down the toilet, so I followed. & nbsp; 

& as soon as nbsp; opened the door, Shen Yiyi sat on the toilet and cried. & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi said that after so many years, she didn't like Wang Yang much, but she just couldn't be reconciled. How can a beautiful girl like her get out of here when she breaks up with Wang Yang? & nbsp; & nbsp;

Shen Yiyi said that she broke up with Wang Yang after she put on makeup for Wang Yang, lost weight and whitened her, and bought expensive dresses for Wang Yang. She thought she was not beautiful enough and worked harder to lose weight, whitening and makeup, but Wang Yang still didn't look her in the eye. Later, Shen Yiyi cried and did not know how long, I was dizzy to listen to some intermittent. Then Shen Yiyi said, I thought you can be a casual loser when you meet a friend, and you must be gorgeous when you see an opponent. I always regard Wang Yang as my opponent. I hope he regrets trying to be beautiful. As a result,As a result, no matter what happened to me, he didn't care at all. & nbsp; & nbsp;

I think I might understand her. & nbsp; & nbsp; is like a war. Before you go to war, you rub your hands and use all your sweat to wait for your opponent to be taken down in one fell swoop. It's not sad to be defeated, at least you fought, though it was a glorious defeat. The saddest thing is that you spent so much time and energy to make yourself so strong, you were moved by your own efforts and your persistence, and as a result, there was no one on the battlefield, and the opponent you thought was not going to fight you at all. & nbsp; & nbsp; this is unrequited love.